Animal Kingdom
Shall I be still in suit?
Have I no harvest but a thorn
To let me blood, and not restore
What I have lost with cordial fruit?
—George Herbert, “The Collar”
“Sir,” she replied, “even the dogs
under the table eat the children’s scraps.”
—Mark 7:28, NEB
1. Survival of the Fittest
I wish I moved like a beast, brutally
obedient to all animal law,
haunch and foreleg drawn taut to beautifully
strike prey or take a female. Smooth on paws
of a cat, I would pad through a silence
altered when lust and hunger spread my jaws
to a roar, thoughtless in the violence
stringing sinew to bone, which iron and sperm
whisper blindly through my core. If I sensed
estrus, the urgent, red tempo of germ
cells, and mounted in a surge sharp as fire,
the female’s ruff in my mouth rolling warm,
and if I stalked through the dark unattired
in wisdom but full of the awful grace
that every animal bears like desire,
I would not chafe this diction of restraint
against my skin until I am erased.
2. Antistochastic
Since I am a beast it would make sense
to move like one, to drawl the language
of the skin across this present tense
slowly, dripping with sunlight, languid
in my pleasure. Sleek as a porpoise
leaping, muscling up from liquid,
I should flex my blood with no purpose
beyond the kill or sex. But strictures
inflect me and I loudly practice
the law scribed in this richly textured
cassock, this word made meat that I wear
past imperfect, fractaled Scripture
coded along procreation’s hairs,
chromosomes raveled like asps and smooth
as adders, where, latent in word-pairs,
a lion dies of a broken tooth,
a lamb frisks in the garden of youth.
3. Knowledge
Attired in wisdom, I am struck
stupid. Commerce in the lingo
of squander renders my nut shucked,
money-brained. Wild as a dingo,
blood pelts whole vocabularies
past a future tense with jingos
and hucksters, power and glory,
preachers and prophets and cut-rate
retail sales. Mine offertory
biddeth high unto Big Mac. Great
value. Full meal deal. Extra cheese.
Communion and fries consecrate
glut. Numbed by abundance, I feast
against the death my dearth betrays.
I am the kind of bartered beast
who knows, and thus must choose to pray,
who, knowing, forgets to be praise.
4. Moral Animal
This narrow kingdom of death
defines my prayer. When germ cells
encrypt scripture and a deaf,
blood-hardened penis retells
laws of nature, when a bleached
blonde sags to all fours and sells
lots drawn on her womb, her breached,
Golgotha portal hammered
at by three-piece-suits who preach
money, and when I stammer
my want, hungry and alone,
what harsher desire clamors
through the harsh desire I own?
I praise from narrow domains
hollowed in tablets of bone
because these peptides contain
living, as the law ordains
5. Cryptich
My soul has a bone-splint.
I pray the prayers in genes.
I repent my blue-print
for flame and tongue. I sing
my want in the inner
sanctum of want. I glean
fallen crumbs, a sinner
claiming procreation
rights, or at least dinner.
My rough incarnation
slouched in that instant God
set self-replication
sets God in motion. Flawed,
body split from the holy
as if a crypt for awe,
molecular, lonely,
I bear God, slowly.
6. Animal of the Cloth
Wearing the vesture
of a dog, I’ve humped
among investors
in the fuck biz. Pimps,
and their prodigals
in high heels and simp-
ers, weave madrigals
of silk and honey,
promise miracle
stiffeners, money-
sleek love or at least
good times. All moony-
eyed, I’ve pierced the greased
birth canal and touched
Golgotha’s bright beast
bleating praise, the breach
mitosis completes.
7. Meiosis
Each gamete chipped
off the old block,
each image spit-
shined and half-cocked
haploid as Christ,
each soul unfrocked
by body and twiced
nicely, each skinned-
alive and sliced-
in-two gene-skein
coded with ad
campaigns absconds
with one half Dad
and Mom, burgles
the crypt of sad
news, those squiggles
Jesus juggles.
8. Oracle
If the knit
between soul
and flesh sets
soul equal
to flesh, I’d
loll easy,
the lush juice
of a plum
smeared across
my tongue. Glazed
purple skin
offers praise
enough, burst
in my mouth,
if I trust
the dark fruit,
my sweet heart.
9. Broken Word
Blood-thumped
iambs
unslump.
Enjamb-
ment breaks
my I
AM a-
cross lines
that ex-
alt mol-
ecules,
the syl-
lables
this an-
imal
conforms
to form.
10. After the Assay
Bro
ken
by
Dar
win’s
wis
dom,
I
claim
de
sire
is
blazed
breath:
faith
less
death.
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