Listening to the Voices of Medieval Sainted
Ladies
I went for eleven days
nibbling the new flowers
of my father's lime tree
I ate the petals
of small white roses
soaked in green tea
I took no wine or meat
I lapped a little milk
to satisfy my family
If fish was put to my lips,
I sucked out the juice
but left the rest of the flesh
I lived on watered wine
though I preferred
the river water, filthy
with salt from the tides
I ate only moldy bread
I swallowed scabs and lice
I mixed ash into my meat
I stirred in the dirt of the earth
I threw in small stones
I sucked the pus from the dying:
nothing could be sweeter
After fasting for three years,
I was so hungry, I licked
the very earth in agony
I ate seven black widows
and lived alone for seven years
I stopped menstruating
I stopped perspiring
I stopped eliminating
Then the stigmata came to me
I bled from my nose
I bled from my hands
I bled from my feet
The bread by my bed
became unnaturally sweet
The aroma which rose
from my hand caused
one of my confessors
to confess onto me
I shed bits of skin and bone
and gave these to those in need
My wash water,
if swallowed,
could heal disease
My breasts filled with enough milk
to feed an entire village
My breasts filled with oil
that made a good salve
for the sores of my Sisters
I pressed the Lord to my breast
and gave him suck: what glory
Christ came to me
and bid me drink,
pressing my lips to his side,
thus I did slake the thirst
long held inside of me
A golden chalice,
filled with blood,
came to fill me
The host filled my mouth
with honey
Honeycomb was on my
tongue
"Give me the blood!"
I cried to the priest
"Give it to me!"
Let us go and devour our God
This is His body,
This is His blood
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